23 February 2009

A bit of curiosity and confusion

First of all, as usual, I smile at you. :) A little smile and a small flower for you --- just for you! :) 

In the past few days, I have been getting really charged, getting loads of energy, getting more focused. At the same time a bit confused too. Or may be that is curiosity to know the future. :) .. or it is both – the curiosity to know the future and the confusion as to – whether I should look into the future at all. {now the confused one is you, my dear reader ;) }

When I look forward, I see so many things to be done and also many options to choose from. I know very well that I have to direct all my energy to just two channels (don’t ask me which two) – to get things done the way I want. But I am getting a big distracted (yes, I did say that I am getting focused).

How can one be focused and distracted at the same time? I don’t know how; I know it is possible. Still I’ll make a stab at explaining that. :)

question-markIt is because of two different points of views. From my career point of view, I am more focused than I was ever before. But when it comes to personal life, there are some small questions which haven’t even been asked, let alone answered.

To make things interesting, I am aware of those questions – some crucial ones. If I am not very much mistaken, the month of March will see some of those questions being asked. I am looking forward to seeing the results. That is the curiosity part. 

The confusion part is that … should I even ask those questions? Shall I let them ripe more and more and reach that situation when I cannot avoid them? At present, I am unable to decide and unfortunately, I cannot share this burden with anyone! And that’s the fun part too! :)

Update : I found this article this morning. Decision Time. :)

Signing off, Sands.

9 comments:

A Liberated Soul said...

What was this now? :)

Sands | കരിങ്കല്ല് said...

Soul..!!!!!!!

(enne kaliyaakka?) :(

asha said...

Decision time was really superb..I understood nothing :)

A small doubt : How can I subscribe to your posts? Nowadays can't took any sites from office.. :(

Sands | കരിങ്കല്ല് said...

:(

*NOT_CLEAR* - that is the general feed back I received.

Well, I shall write better posts in future! :)

And regarding doubt: some kind of rss reader. Perhaps google-reader?

asha said...

I was not able to understand that because it is a nice one..I mean more than my standard..

"I shall write better posts in future! "
Now itself your posts are all good and above a standard.. :)

Let me warn you: You need to be damn smart to read that... because when I want to conceal things, I am too good at it. But concealing things is usually not my business.
This post proved that I am not damn smart :)

Regarding feed..can you make it a little more clear?

Sands | കരിങ്കല്ല് said...

@Asha...

:) :)

"You are quoting from my 'posts from the past'"???? :)

You are a wonderful reader of mine! :) Stolz! ;)

Regarding subscription.

1. You can go to http://reader.google.com and start using the reader facility there. (I am sure that you can access google @ office)

2. And there is a way to show the rss-feeds in your inbox (show-web-clips in gmail)

3. There was yet another method - I don't remember it now - to get the new posts in your inbox. I had once suggested that to a friend. If the above mentioned ones are not enough, then I can help you with that.

Njan.

asha said...

1)Even google is restricted.
2)RSS feed is blocked.can't use this also
3)I need this one.I am getting mails from some other sites.They have a "subscribe" option in their site.Is Blogger not providing that?
If you have that then I can subscribe to your blog and can get it in my inbox :)

Sands | കരിങ്കല്ല് said...

Well, the company really doensn't want you to read anything else! ;) :)

....

I can't help you either! (at least not an easy solution which I can think of right now)

And I don't like *the easiest* solution.... which might hinder my freedom a little bit.
.........

asha said...

what is that easiest solution..??You told I am a good reader of your blog.So it is your responsibility to satisfy this good reader..or atleast to protect the job of this reader.. :)Nowdays I am getting a lot of warnings for using internet..