A bit of curiosity and confusion

First of all, as usual, I smile at you. :) A little smile and a small flower for you --- just for you! :) 

In the past few days, I have been getting really charged, getting loads of energy, getting more focused. At the same time a bit confused too. Or may be that is curiosity to know the future. :) .. or it is both – the curiosity to know the future and the confusion as to – whether I should look into the future at all. {now the confused one is you, my dear reader ;) }

When I look forward, I see so many things to be done and also many options to choose from. I know very well that I have to direct all my energy to just two channels (don’t ask me which two) – to get things done the way I want. But I am getting a big distracted (yes, I did say that I am getting focused).

How can one be focused and distracted at the same time? I don’t know how; I know it is possible. Still I’ll make a stab at explaining that. :)

It is because of two different points of views. From my career point of view, I am more focused than I was ever before. But when it comes to personal life, there are some small questions which haven’t even been asked, let alone answered.

To make things interesting, I am aware of those questions – some crucial ones. If I am not very much mistaken, the month of March will see some of those questions being asked. I am looking forward to seeing the results. That is the curiosity part. 

The confusion part is that … should I even ask those questions? Shall I let them ripe more and more and reach that situation when I cannot avoid them? At present, I am unable to decide and unfortunately, I cannot share this burden with anyone! And that’s the fun part too! :)

Update : I found this article this morning. Decision Time. :)

Signing off, Sands.